Hate MeóBlue October

 

I have to block out thoughts of you so I donít lose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Iím alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?

And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?

And will you never try to reach me?

It is I that wanted space

 

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

 

Iím sober now for 3 whole months itís one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonít touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So Iíll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

 

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

 

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

 

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling ďmake it go away!Ē

Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered ďHow can you do this to me?Ē

 

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

 

Hate me in ways

Yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you